Schrodinger’s Cancer…

 Last Wednesday, I found the lump and called my doctor. Last Thursday, I realized that the bites may not have been bites. It is now Tuesday, and I see my doctor in the morning. I’ve spent the week both having cancer, and not having cancer. I’m in limbo.

 I haven’t told anyone (besides the receptionist at my doctor’s office), because it seems unfair to put them through all of the stress and anxiety before I know if there’s truly anything to be stressed and anxious about. I’m having a pretty hard time coping with it on my own, but I’m trying.